Shanghai Boy by Stevan Eldred-Grigg
Author:Stevan Eldred-Grigg [Eldred-Grigg, Stevan]
Language: eng
Format: epub
ISBN: 9781869417932
Publisher: Penguin Random House New Zealand
Published: 2011-09-14T17:00:00+00:00
What the —? I’m dazed. I’m excited. I’m unhappy. What the fuck —? I get up and go to my own room, shut my door, lie down on my bed. The poor lad — can he have a crush on me? He’s so young and blooming, and I’m so wrinkled and old. Yet he must have a crush, obviously. Kids are always getting crushes on their teachers. How could I have been so slack as to miss the signs and not have taken care to fend him off? One of the things I’ve always been good at is drawing a clear line — in my own mind and the minds of my students — between friendliness on the one hand and bedroom eyes on the other.
The door bursts open.
Jay stands there, looking wet and wild.
‘As Karl Marx write,’ says the lad, ‘the chance is always falling on those who are prepared. We should make up our minds and get ready for the chance as we don’t know when it will come. My chance has come now.’
‘Your chance for what, Jay?’
I know, of course, yet don’t want to know that I know.
‘When I am small kid I understand I am gay, but I don’t worry that is bad situation. I know I should act successfully this role in my world. I know I have happy life by my honest and kind. I know nothing is impossible to a willing heart. The word from the bottom of my heart is I want to have one night with you.’
‘Hey, we can’t — look, you’re a wonderful boy, but —’
‘I got butterfly in my tummy just thinking of it.’
No need for him to say a word more about those flittering insects, since all the slim limbs of his lean body are trembling, his face is white, and his teeth are chattering.
‘Jay, it’s out of the question! Anyway, what makes you think I’m gay? I’ve got daughters.’
‘Do you like sex with guy?’
‘Well, yes. You’re too young, though. You’re just a boy.’
‘Maybe I am such a young boy, but I can give love to mature man.’
‘Jay, please let’s — I’m too old, you’re too young.’
Now the beautiful guy has come to the side of the bed, his body shaking so hard I start to shiver myself. Bravely, he stares at me.
‘I think your thoughts is wrong,’ he snarls — it’s almost a snarl, it comes out with such fierceness. ‘Age, no problem.’
‘Look, let’s just —’
‘Age, no problem! Gender, no problem. Constellation, no problem. Body, sex, race, all no fucking problem. Feeling, you know! Feeling! That is everything.’
He’s throwing off his clothes. I can’t believe this. The young man is stepping out of his jeans and tossing them away, and stripping off his white cotton briefs, and while trying hard not to let him know I’m looking, I look. He’s such a babe. His skin seems to glow. He’s so supple, in spite of his shivers. His cock — okay, I glance at a long floppy foreskin, richly filled by cock.
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